Monday, 26 April 2010

Racist,honest or just proud to be British?

Well it's nearly election time and everyones been slagging of the bnp. Personally, i think they make some good points.
In my view, being racist is judging someone by the colour of their skin or race in a negative way.
I would never do that!
However, i think the countries got ever so senstive over the years since Hitler decided to burn all those jews and shit. I do not agree with what he done in the slightest, and if you do i suggest you watch the boy in the striped pyjarmers, i cried! Anyways, since all that shit happend, England seems they want to make up for all of that by opening the floodgates and letting everyone in from everywhere, proving where a canny country.
I wouldn't be bothered in this in the slightest, but going to Newcastle college, which is full of mixed race, i have noticed that people from different countries, don't seem to respect our culture or us at all.
The other day i was in the reffectory buying food and i was wearing netted leggings, them ones from primark every tom dick and Harrys got. The last time i checked the people that rule this county don't have a problem with my leggings, or baring abit of flesh now and again. Anyways, these 2 girls from a different county, i'm not sure where but they where black and didn't seem to speak much English or even understand how are currency works, looked me up and down with disgust and then looked at eachother in an agreeing mannor, as if they where judging me, by what i was wearing. I didn't let it bother me and went to go and eat my cake.
About 20 minutes later i waited outside of the the lift with Joanna etc. and there they where again. Joanna pointed out that those same 2 girls where laughing, starring and talking about me (in a different non english language, in england), once again. This really pissed me off. If those 2 girls had of been white, i would have been just as much pissed of, but i know a average white girl living in Britain wouldn't do that because they would have seen that what i was wearing was perfectly acceptable. However, i was not going to let myself be judged, so as we entered the lift i simply said to Joanna, loud enough for all to hear, in a perfect British language, i was born in this county, and this county doesn't look down on us for stuff like this, so if people don't like it, they can pretty much leave! The floor went from first to ground and those 2 girls got out (which in itself is pretty much unacceptable, and it's always forigners that do that, never whites) along with a white lecturer. As this lectuere was getting out the lift she said 'well you better be more careful abotu what you say pet because you can get chucked out of college for it'. And yes, she said it with disgust.
Are you for real?
Chucked out of college for expressing our countries views, to a pair of 2 girls that wern't even from this country. What the fuck happend to England and free speech?
Am i not even allowed to stand up for myself or express our countries morals anymore, just because some blacks might get a little bit offended. I certainly felt offended, and do they get threatned to get chucked out of their education? Their education that our country gave them! NO! They get fucking protected.

I'm not racist, but if your going to live in our county, do whatever the fuck you want, but at least have the decency to respect our laws, our cultures, our views and our way of living! If you think that statement makes me racist then brand me a fucking racist because i would never back down in what i believe in. I'm not asking them too either, but they can at least accept the way we live and not judge it!
But if i got moved to a different county where it was the norm to walk around covering every aspect of their bodies in black, i would respect that.
It's like when you go to someone elses's home, and the way they live is like a tad different to the way you live, taking shoes of before you enter the house etc. you respect it.
You don't stride in with your shoes on putting dog shit and god knows what all over the carpet do you? Well that is how i felt, like i was being laughed at,mocked and disrespected in my home. But i am not allowed to express that because it is viewed as fucking racist. It isn't even the British people that own this county anymore.

Honestly, people always go on how there proud to be british but if this is the way we have to live now, it's feels like where throwing our culture away and everything we stand for just incase someone gets offended who isn't from here.
When i'm 18, i know who i'm voting for.

Saturday, 24 April 2010

I feel so lost!

All my life i've always known what i wanted. I want to be succesfull, i want to live in a massive perfect house and have the perfect partner, the perfect graphics design career, the perfect cars,basically the perfect life. Until then i just guessed i would try my hardest at education, have fun, and make my friends for life along the way. Until this weekend, i did have the friends i wanted. However, i've come to realise how hard it is to get perfect, because nobodys perfect.

Friends you thought you knew so well do the most dickish and suprisingley selfish things to seek their own comfort, people who confinded in you turn out to be complete liars and friends seem to basically not give a flying fuck about you.

Even if i did ever reach the goal of having my dream life would it even be all that?

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

Things should be simpler.

I've been working my perfect arse off all day in college(went to dixy then played pool at the holiday in), all i want to do is illegally watch rise of the foot soilder online. But no, it keeps freezing and i have to wait for it to load, fuck my life.

Also, the radgie community should seriously be exstingushed from society.
I was casually strolling out of cullercoats metro station on sunday afternoon with none other than Daniel Craig and Joanna Currell. All of a sudden this huge, leg warmer wearing, beast, trips over right infront of my face, so what can you do? I mean, who wouldn't laugh at her? She's a joke anyway, but the fact she fell over, well thats just side splitting isn't it. Anyways, we carried on walking and as the pack of beasts strutted past us, the one that fell over yells, 'WHAT THU FUCK WAZ DAT FREEEK LUKIN AT!' Howay, How hard are you? You couldn't even say it when i was facing you, wow, coolness is of the rictor scale their like pal.
However, i am ever so grateful this beastly speciman didn't say it right to my face, because she would have, without a doubt, proper done me in. Still, the concept, it's just ridiclous really.

Also, why don't people wash? Especially when they have a lady lover coming over. That is the defination of rank. Also, eat properly. It's not hard. I had to make extreme effort to mock the way you eat your food with them dorotioes. How do you acctually do it.

I wish i was in a firm.